This grasp around my neck
Getting tighter and tighter 
As time goes on

Choking the life out 
of my already lifeless body
Testing my limits
Checking to see how long 
I can endure this

I know there will be a day
When the grasp stops
Never to hold on to me again

When that day comes
I know I will be missing 
These moments that feel like torture now
I’d crave for more.