What is the feeling
That I have been blocking off
Made never to feel 
In this lifetime

Maybe it is the karma 
From my past lives
Tearing lovers apart perhaps
Or cheating on my soulmate

I’ve never had to depend on anyone 
other than me, myself and I
Always made to be independent
Sometimes even a little lonely

The closest feeling I have had 
To true romance is 
Through love songs and rom coms
Sometimes I even find comfort 
In a few bars of chocolate

Till my other half comes to me
If they ever come, that is
I’ll be here 
Playing solitaire with my shadow